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Dec 23, 2010, 7:35:21 PM by ~Cazza3000
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Urban & Spoken Word

Je crois que je t'aime.
Mais, je ne pense pas que tu as des sentiments pour moi.
Maintenant, je dois te haïr.

Je suis désolée.
S'il te plaît ne me déteste pas!
Je promets que je serai toujours là pour toi comme une amie.
Je serai là pour toi.

J'ai peur.
Je ne veux pas te perdre.
Je serai si solitaire sans toi.
Seule.

Tu n'es jamais seul.
Tu as des amis,
Et moi.
Je ne peux pas être celle que tu aimes.
Je ne peux pas être ton amante.

S'il te plaît,
Pourquoi pas une nuit de plus?
J'ai besoin de toi.
Couche avec moi ce soir,
Une dernière nuit.

D'accord.
Ce sera
Notre dernière étreinte,
Notre dernier baiser,
Notre dernière nuit,
D'amour.

Reste à mes côtés ce soir.
Reste avec moi.

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Bird Where are you now,
While I'm withering away?
You said that you were on my side,
But you're on his today.
I escaped for the summer,
I flew so far away.
When the autumn leaves fell,
The truth brought dark to day.
Fear brought a silence on me,
Alone and so afraid.
I thought that this was over,
But not till the price is paid.
They're all out there to get me,
Won't they leave me alone?
Rest my weary, swollen eyes,
Hidden on my own.
Phone calls from a distance,
They think they know my case.
What use is it in knowing,
When evidence can't be traced?
People send me comfort,
In shallow, polite words.
Tiptoeing their words around mBird by ~Cazza3000

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Clarity She gets lost,
In the haze,
In the fog,
It's so blurry.

Where can she find
clarity,
lucidity,
purity,
honesty?

She's alone,
In the fuzz,
In the vague,
shadows of obscurity.

Where can she find
clarity,
lucidity,
purity,
honesty,
opacity,
non-complexity,
simplicity,
transparency?

She's running in circles and stumbling all the way,
With all this chaos leading her astray.
What she needs is a path drawn out in a map,
A clear way there and a way back.

She needs some
clarity,
lucidity,
purity,
and honesty.
Opacity,
non-complexity,
simplicity,
transparency.

She's searching
aimlessly,
hopelessly,
recklessly,
dangClarity by ~Cazza3000

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Curiosity Killed The Cat Of all the men I encountered,
I knew he was the one.
From the moment I laid eyes on him,
'Til the moment I was gone.

I tried to repress my feelings,
And put them far away.
But curiosity took control,
And I thought of him every day.

I took the plunge and sought him out,
He slowly let me in.
And then of course I fell, but didn't know,
Until he was in.

His eyes pierced right through me,
Made me go all shy.
And before I could say 'I love you,'
I was already saying goodbye.

I lost my cool, totally flipped,
Assumed the worst in him.
And when we met once again,
I blamed it all on him.

I tried to repress my feelings,
And put themCuriosity Killed The Cat by ~Cazza3000

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Strange A freak living in disorder and chaos,
Lost in her own dark fantasy world.
Sick in so many ways,
Disturbed by past events.
They haunt her consciously,
And in her dreams.
She created her world to escape,
To save her from the pain of reality.
She believed in fairy tales,
And perfect happy endings.
The stories made her feel safe,
And comforted her when she felt alone.
This creative form of therapy kept her alive,
But living in wonderland made real life worse.
She saw everything through a child's eyes,
Never learning the harsh realities of the real world.
She never trusted,
Yet she let people in so easily.
Her naivety resulted inStrange by ~Cazza3000

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Caroline

United Kingdom

I'm a whiny little emo kid who uses 'what I call' poetry as a form of self-therapy and without it I would not be me. It lets me express my anger, pain and sadness through words and create a piece of art that others can relate to and allows me to just let it all out in a safe way instead of turning to drugs, alcohol or self-harm (i.e. bad things!). I hope I write for the rest of my life and create art which reflects big parts of my life.

Current Residence: London, UK
Favourite genre of music: Punk Rock/Rap Rock/Alt Rock
Favourite style of art: Music
Operating System: Windows 7
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Skin of choice: brown? lol
Favourite cartoon character: Courage the Cowardly Dog
Personal Quote: <<Music, my life, the love i'll never lose>>

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Jul 16, 2011, 12:27:46 PM by ~Cazza3000
Journals / Personal

I haven't written a journal entry on here for years I think! Just thought I'd fill you in...
I'm 21, even more mental than before, at a different university, studying Psychology which is awesome, and yeah still alive somehow lol I just keep picking myself back up!
Enjoy my poetry/emo outbursts/whatever you wanna call it!

Caz xox

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